So much has changed! Wow. This is the first time I have been on this account since, 2 years ago? Oh my.
Well, to start off. I'm not this thin girl people always perceived me as anymore. I mean, I'm not obese, but I am not where I want to be.
So, I decided that everyday (or whenever I can log on) I am going to post an entry about my eating habits and what not. We'll see how this goes.

Today was not a great day. Had to work at 9:15 am. And then I got off work way early. I hate when my work does that, then that means I will be going home and my boyfriend, who will remain nameless also, was working today so I had nothing better to do than sit at home, watch tv, and eat my fat ass away! When I looked in the mirror the other day I nearly cried. The backs of my thighs and also my inner crotch area has purple stretch marks all over them. Jesus. That is so gross. I could not possibly wear a bathing suit now. God I want to rip out all the fat.
Good news is that as soon as I get off this birth control shot I should stop eating excessively. Hopefully. Since I started that stupid shot I've gone up almost 10 lbs. RIDICULOUS.
I started at 110 lbs.
Now I am 119.5 lbs, last time checked at the doctor's office.

So, my goal is to not starve myself constantly, but to just be thin again. So tomorow my plan is this: No breakfast, only iced tea. Maybe 2. Then I will go to work at 11 am, and I'm not too sure when I will be getting off. But when I do, and if I go home I will try to not eat anything, but if I have to I will have 1 bowl of cereal, that's it.

Hoping I can do it!
Wish me luck, good night.